Holy Cow! I can't believe how freaking cute you are now. I took for granted all the years when I thought you were some awkward boy who had a crush on me and now damn. I swear its a total eye opener. It makes me think twice whether it was a good idea breaking up with you then or not. But wow, a lot has changed over the years and you definitely grew up to be one stud. The awkward years have passed and with the help of the gym and maybe some protein drinks and shakes, you've transformed into a whole new person. I saw his facebook picture the other day and I immediately thought, no way, that can't be you, or you photoshopped your head into that picture huh? And then I decided to take a closer look and I was completely and utterly speechless.
Who would've thought? Now I'm the one hung over on him. Oh how the tides have changed.
Now Playing:
T-Shirt by Shontelle
I like it especially since my whole wardrobe consists of white t-s and basketball shorts or sweats. Holla.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
For the Record
blogging at rochelle's
:)
the boy we go crazy over :)
For the record, we all need to get over certain things, and just like some crazy ex-boyfriends out there it just goes to show that we all need to move on. The text messages every 10 seconds saying "I need you" and "Take me back" is so unnecessary.
I missed urban legends today but I would have made a fool of myself anyways. So instead, I cleaned around the house and cleaned my room. It's back to being immaculate and Char came over and we gossiped and chilled and grabbed Chipotle then went to Rochelle's house. Seeing the JoBros concert was a fail so we'll try next weekend. :]
Tomorrow..Disneyland?
Now Playing:
Girls on the Dance Floor by ???
sick ass beat.
:)
the boy we go crazy over :)
For the record, we all need to get over certain things, and just like some crazy ex-boyfriends out there it just goes to show that we all need to move on. The text messages every 10 seconds saying "I need you" and "Take me back" is so unnecessary.
I missed urban legends today but I would have made a fool of myself anyways. So instead, I cleaned around the house and cleaned my room. It's back to being immaculate and Char came over and we gossiped and chilled and grabbed Chipotle then went to Rochelle's house. Seeing the JoBros concert was a fail so we'll try next weekend. :]
Tomorrow..Disneyland?
Now Playing:
Girls on the Dance Floor by ???
sick ass beat.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Oh I Can't Believe It
I went to work today. I woke up late and my car wasn't functioning correctly then I realized I left something open which caused it to unusually malfunction. I get to work at 10. It's freaking busy! The phones were off the chain and to top it off, I had an invoice stack the height of the Sears freaking Tower. And it's friday meaning no meat. So Tuna sandwich for lunch again. Then after I go home and rest up before going to April's class. We finished learning the Mary J Blige piece but it sucks that I'm not performing for the Clippers game, I have to have a freaking paper due the next day to kill my buzz. Then I get home, we have sushi, (more fish -___-) and then now I'm blogging. I just finished talking to the youngin's in the Philippines. I miss them, being the "ate" of the bunch but being so far away is hard. Plus the communication barrier sucks, they don't speak much english and I learn my tagalog from the MagicMic and Karaoke and Filipino songs. Let's just see there's a lot of ..."Ahh okay..." in the conversation. Then tomorrow we are going to be freaks and watch the Jonas Brothers Concert Experience at the IMAX with Rochelleychelle and Charlene. I decided not to end up going to Urban Legends and make a fool of myself taking Toybox and Mike Song and Luam's class in Temecula, even if the boys are lingering there.
On a side note, I'm 19 in less than two weeks. Wow. This past year since my debut has gone by so fast. It's weird to think that I'm 18 for only less than two more weeks. From by debut to graduation to summer two thousand eight now the college adventures, I've been so blessed for everything I've been given. My life in itself is a blessing and the daily attributes to it are gifts to the future. There's no better way than to celebrate the 19th than with good friends and family. It's not what I get or what I do but more importantly who I spend my day with.
Cakes :]
High School Musical
Twilight
Hello Kitty
What can I say? I'm a child at heart?
YUM.
Now Playing:
Diva - Beyonce
dope song with a sick beat. and it's catchy.
h0lla
On a side note, I'm 19 in less than two weeks. Wow. This past year since my debut has gone by so fast. It's weird to think that I'm 18 for only less than two more weeks. From by debut to graduation to summer two thousand eight now the college adventures, I've been so blessed for everything I've been given. My life in itself is a blessing and the daily attributes to it are gifts to the future. There's no better way than to celebrate the 19th than with good friends and family. It's not what I get or what I do but more importantly who I spend my day with.
Cakes :]
High School Musical
Twilight
Hello Kitty
What can I say? I'm a child at heart?
YUM.
Now Playing:
Diva - Beyonce
dope song with a sick beat. and it's catchy.
h0lla
in 2,123 hours
If this were forever
What could be better?
We've already proved it works...
But in two thousand one hundred twenty three hours
Abandon the universe
It's gonna make everything in our whole world change
And you know that where we are will never be the same
Right here, right now
Tomorrow can wait for some other to be
But right now there's you and me...
The best lyrics ever.
What could be better?
We've already proved it works...
But in two thousand one hundred twenty three hours
Abandon the universe
It's gonna make everything in our whole world change
And you know that where we are will never be the same
Right here, right now
Tomorrow can wait for some other to be
But right now there's you and me...
The best lyrics ever.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Circus
Ryan in my new fedora which is now covered with cheetos and baby slobber :(
I spent the day... well half the day in bed. I woke up to my mother going through my clothes loudly "chismis"-ing on the cellphone. I think I threw my bear at her. Woke up around 11 and left the house for some Dim Sum with my god-momma from the Philippines. She brought me new scrubs for work and I got a new Hello Kitty makeup kit. What else.
Then we went to fingerprinting for our passports! Philippines summer 2009. :) Well for now. And then I went to the mall after we finished by myself. I got some Jamba and then bath and body works stuff as a birthday gift but not for me...
So please?
I really want the body butter.
And then I met up with Rochelle and went to her house to chill. And started my sociology experiment by seeing what people think of teen parents. People give off fucking dirty looks. Ah well judgemental and iggnant people.
Then driving around Gardena and back to Torrance. Got some gas and this boy was like "I like your hat.." and so I said, "Thanks its my boyfriends." Even though it isn't.
Did you guys see Phillip Geniza's new piece to Usher's Lovers and Friends? Well you should, it's pretty dope.
h0lla for a d0lla
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Since You've Been Gone
Hump Day Wednesday folks. I found out this boy I think every girl would consider her dream guy as far as capabilities on the dance floor is taken. And I'm not jealous because the girl he's with is a super good dancer as well and she seems humble and sweet from what I see. She's a blogger too and I just found out today that they're dating. Every girl will one day find her boo and I'll just have to wait for mine too. She's a very lucky girl and he's a lucky guy to have her too. The dance world is just a little bit more amazing as far as couples go. Congrats guys!
Is there really anymore hope for the single ones out there? It seems like all the good guys, or guys with good intentions, are taken, while the other's aren't even interested in a relationship but more in playing the game. The day I find that I guy, I don't think its worth the risk of letting go.
In a lighter note, I went to Sephora today after working in Torrance. Found some stuff I want, basically the whole UrbanDecay counter, or even the whole Benefit Counter. I actually really just want a new tube of Benefit Bad Gal Lash.
only the larger tube which is $19 at Sephora and Macy's and Nordstroms. My maybelline tube is about to give in right now and drying up.
Countdown to 19:
14 days
h0lla
Now Playing:
Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boy
Is there really anymore hope for the single ones out there? It seems like all the good guys, or guys with good intentions, are taken, while the other's aren't even interested in a relationship but more in playing the game. The day I find that I guy, I don't think its worth the risk of letting go.
In a lighter note, I went to Sephora today after working in Torrance. Found some stuff I want, basically the whole UrbanDecay counter, or even the whole Benefit Counter. I actually really just want a new tube of Benefit Bad Gal Lash.
only the larger tube which is $19 at Sephora and Macy's and Nordstroms. My maybelline tube is about to give in right now and drying up.
Countdown to 19:
14 days
h0lla
Now Playing:
Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boy
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Fade Into The Background
I was thinking today, why am I attracted to the guys I'm attracted to. This one boy just walked more like strolled back into my life this past week, and it's got me all caught up and thinking about should of could of would haves. And it sucks because he is a certified ass-hole. I know it, my friends know it, hell, he knows it too. Why am I so drawn to that type of boy though. And he ain't even all that as a matter of fact. He may have that bad boy swagger but as far as physicalities I've seen better. It's hard for me to accept the fact that I'm the type of girl to fall for the bad boy when I wanted to believe the good guys all come out first, but I've never been attracted to the good boy. I find no appeal. I mean lately its changing, most of the guys I've decided to talk to are dancers which means that they have to at least be a little mannered but still assholes deep down. I don't know.
And I'm so determined for the chase. I always want and need what I can't have, and when I can finally have it, I get bored and it isn't fun anymore. It sucks that I'm like that.
I guess they aren't exactly the guys for me, I want to one day find a day and a boy that I'll never be bored with and it's a constant adventure and learning experience with. It's hard to break old habits and find new ones but I know it takes time.
Love can't be rushed, and you shouldn't have to look for it. It will find you, in due time. When it happens it happens.
unless you're filipino you won't understand, but its soo cute
but it's a good description of what I want right now.
not the guy but the description of the song.
:]
props to filipinos cheesey but dope.
h0lla.
And I'm so determined for the chase. I always want and need what I can't have, and when I can finally have it, I get bored and it isn't fun anymore. It sucks that I'm like that.
I guess they aren't exactly the guys for me, I want to one day find a day and a boy that I'll never be bored with and it's a constant adventure and learning experience with. It's hard to break old habits and find new ones but I know it takes time.
Love can't be rushed, and you shouldn't have to look for it. It will find you, in due time. When it happens it happens.
unless you're filipino you won't understand, but its soo cute
but it's a good description of what I want right now.
not the guy but the description of the song.
:]
props to filipinos cheesey but dope.
h0lla.
Freeze
Your bestfriend was caught smoking weed in the bathroom, how do you react?
"What the hell?! Where was I?!" ahaha.
what do you hate?
ignorance and stupidity.
How are you feeling lately?
burnt out but super ready for anything haha.
If some one paid you $100 would you dance in the middle of times square?
HELL YEAH if the naked cowboy does it everyday I can do it too.
Have you ever punched some one in the face?
nah. it's all love.
What does the last text message you got say?
"You should check it out ma"
Have you ever been in a car crash?
once in my aunties car when I was 11.
Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
If it's a nice hi then its okay haha
Where do you work?
Doctor's Office in Torrance and Carson
Graffiti: art, or sensless vandalism?
artistic vandalism
Have you ever hugged a stranger?
Free Hugs at WHS. that was gay because I knew half the people and the rest were underclassmen
How was/is the food in the cafeteria at your school?
I wouldn't know, I don't dorm, therefore I've been chowing on Panda Express or Subway.
Dropkick Murphys or Flogging Molly?
Dropkick Murphys.
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
I'm more mature and responsible. I'm more sure of myself definitely.
Have you ever given money to a bum?
Yep off the freeways in the Philippines.
Are you taller than your mom?
NAWH =/
Hows the weather?
the sun is super shining like summer.
What are you listening to right now?
"Stunting Like My Daddy (Remix)"
Is anything upsetting you right now?
Nope. All is good.
Whats the farthest away from home you have ever been?
Uhm... Well New York coz it looks like the Philippines is closer to Cali than New York.
how are you?
Legit at this very moment
What are you doing right now?
waiting for my 2:00 to start.
When will you get married?
When prince charming proposes to me
Explain you in 1 word.
indescribeable. ;]
Have you ever peed in public?
that one night... when i forgot what happened.
Do you smoke?
nah. straight edge. well sorta haha
If someone you know offered you pot what would you say?
depends on where and when. two different answers "hell nah" or "yah trick" hahah
how good do you think your life has been so far?
incredibly blessed, hands down
Do you drive with your windows up or down?
down when its breezy and sunny.
Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, who is it?
family.
Is it possible that you could be pregnant right now?
hahaha noooo.
Last four texts in your phone are from:
Tina, Dennis, Jason, Kalvin
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Summer Summer Summer
Do you hate being alone?
I think sometimes I need my own personal space
Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Jason Michael Garcia.
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
through friends of friends? she is officially the bestizzle. 100%
Who was the last person you slept with?
nunyaaa.
Do you currently have a hickey?
naw. I'm kinda super ticklish haha
When do you go back to school?
in 15 minutes.
What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
I think when I was shopping with the mother. Oh actually at Johnny Rockets.
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
Everything is good right now.
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
I'd like to try this thing with that one boy...
What's something that can always make you feel better?
dance.
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
I was super blessed.
Will this weekend be a good one?
me and tina are doing lunch! long time no see!
Look behind you, what do you see?
people on their laptops.
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
work in the afternoon. sleep int he morning.
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
not intentionally? accidentally.
Do you think that you’re a good person?
I'd like to think I am.
What are you excited about?
Life in general.
Who do you not get along with?
ignorant people who are stupid.
Did you have a good birthday this year?
havent had it yet, we'll see how it turns out.
Three feelings at the moment?
bored, rushing, tired.
Ever read the book Twilight?
YES YES YES.
Do you think you are hyper?
When I have the right endorphines and sugar in me
Ever had a one night stand?
nope.
What color is your eyes?
brownish black. its dark.
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Dennis
What color is your arm?
tan? brown? filipino?
Do you sing in the shower?
oh yes.
What middle school did/do you go to?
Jefferson Middle School home of the Jaguars and crack addicts. lmfao
Do you like Hot Pockets?
Pizza Ones
What's your favorite sport?
if dance were a sport then dance
other than that
BASKETBALLin'
Name your favorite color(s)
yellow and pink
What did you eat for breakfast?
cinnamon roll
Are you interested in shaving your head bald?
nopee.
How many licks did it take for you to get to the center of the tootsie pop?
one bite ;]
IPOD on shuffle
now playing
Difference - Ginuwine
h0lla. off to class til 4:45.
"What the hell?! Where was I?!" ahaha.
what do you hate?
ignorance and stupidity.
How are you feeling lately?
burnt out but super ready for anything haha.
If some one paid you $100 would you dance in the middle of times square?
HELL YEAH if the naked cowboy does it everyday I can do it too.
Have you ever punched some one in the face?
nah. it's all love.
What does the last text message you got say?
"You should check it out ma"
Have you ever been in a car crash?
once in my aunties car when I was 11.
Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
If it's a nice hi then its okay haha
Where do you work?
Doctor's Office in Torrance and Carson
Graffiti: art, or sensless vandalism?
artistic vandalism
Have you ever hugged a stranger?
Free Hugs at WHS. that was gay because I knew half the people and the rest were underclassmen
How was/is the food in the cafeteria at your school?
I wouldn't know, I don't dorm, therefore I've been chowing on Panda Express or Subway.
Dropkick Murphys or Flogging Molly?
Dropkick Murphys.
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
I'm more mature and responsible. I'm more sure of myself definitely.
Have you ever given money to a bum?
Yep off the freeways in the Philippines.
Are you taller than your mom?
NAWH =/
Hows the weather?
the sun is super shining like summer.
What are you listening to right now?
"Stunting Like My Daddy (Remix)"
Is anything upsetting you right now?
Nope. All is good.
Whats the farthest away from home you have ever been?
Uhm... Well New York coz it looks like the Philippines is closer to Cali than New York.
how are you?
Legit at this very moment
What are you doing right now?
waiting for my 2:00 to start.
When will you get married?
When prince charming proposes to me
Explain you in 1 word.
indescribeable. ;]
Have you ever peed in public?
that one night... when i forgot what happened.
Do you smoke?
nah. straight edge. well sorta haha
If someone you know offered you pot what would you say?
depends on where and when. two different answers "hell nah" or "yah trick" hahah
how good do you think your life has been so far?
incredibly blessed, hands down
Do you drive with your windows up or down?
down when its breezy and sunny.
Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, who is it?
family.
Is it possible that you could be pregnant right now?
hahaha noooo.
Last four texts in your phone are from:
Tina, Dennis, Jason, Kalvin
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Summer Summer Summer
Do you hate being alone?
I think sometimes I need my own personal space
Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Jason Michael Garcia.
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
through friends of friends? she is officially the bestizzle. 100%
Who was the last person you slept with?
nunyaaa.
Do you currently have a hickey?
naw. I'm kinda super ticklish haha
When do you go back to school?
in 15 minutes.
What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
I think when I was shopping with the mother. Oh actually at Johnny Rockets.
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
Everything is good right now.
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
I'd like to try this thing with that one boy...
What's something that can always make you feel better?
dance.
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
I was super blessed.
Will this weekend be a good one?
me and tina are doing lunch! long time no see!
Look behind you, what do you see?
people on their laptops.
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
work in the afternoon. sleep int he morning.
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
not intentionally? accidentally.
Do you think that you’re a good person?
I'd like to think I am.
What are you excited about?
Life in general.
Who do you not get along with?
ignorant people who are stupid.
Did you have a good birthday this year?
havent had it yet, we'll see how it turns out.
Three feelings at the moment?
bored, rushing, tired.
Ever read the book Twilight?
YES YES YES.
Do you think you are hyper?
When I have the right endorphines and sugar in me
Ever had a one night stand?
nope.
What color is your eyes?
brownish black. its dark.
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Dennis
What color is your arm?
tan? brown? filipino?
Do you sing in the shower?
oh yes.
What middle school did/do you go to?
Jefferson Middle School home of the Jaguars and crack addicts. lmfao
Do you like Hot Pockets?
Pizza Ones
What's your favorite sport?
if dance were a sport then dance
other than that
BASKETBALLin'
Name your favorite color(s)
yellow and pink
What did you eat for breakfast?
cinnamon roll
Are you interested in shaving your head bald?
nopee.
How many licks did it take for you to get to the center of the tootsie pop?
one bite ;]
IPOD on shuffle
now playing
Difference - Ginuwine
h0lla. off to class til 4:45.
Turning Me On
What up What up. I'm in history right now, and I debated skipping this class today but since I'm skipping Thursday as a whole day in general, I figure I'd go to all my classes today. I blogged only once yesterday. Just a hate blog towards my stupid psychology paper. I finished at 1 am this morning with all 8 pages of my paper! Stupid procrastination completely killed me. I'm so super burnt out today but I keep thinking it will all be over soon. History is failing to keep me alive more or less awake therefore I'm blogging.
So yesterday I went to breakfast with my mommy at Creme De La Crepe. It was nice, and I paid for her so she was nice to me the whole day. I love mommy and me days and Ive been so used to them since I was smaller but now I don't have to fake sick from school. Then after we go to Ikea and I found some stuff for my room that I want most especially this flower painting, but I can't find a link to it so once I do, I'll put it up. Then we went shopping at Del Amo. Then she bought me High School Musical Three :D mhm. double disk dvd HOLLA! Then as a treat to herself she bought this really cute coach purse that I'm proud of her for buying it was pretty pricey but she really wanted it.
this one.
Then we had a late lunch at Johnny Rockets and then the waiter was too cute. Not like hawt but just like super sweet. My mom was like, "I think he could be gay." But not all good guys are guy, just a majority of them.
THEN I took April's class at hype. Fack man I think that class will constantly pwn me. But it feels so good afterwards haha. I love dancing til I'm burnt out. It's like a drug, I can't live without it, It's pricey yet I'm still constantly paying for it and craving for it when I'm not doing it. Can't wait to learn more on friday. Though I think I still remember when she taught me and Jason and Danielle.
So I'll be on facebook for the most part of the rest of today, apparently people are enjoying that song lyric game.
Song for the Minute -
Click Click Click - New Kids On the Block
i think its the story of my life about the whole camera
"take a mental shot of this moment..click click click..."
that's me. :]
h0lla
So yesterday I went to breakfast with my mommy at Creme De La Crepe. It was nice, and I paid for her so she was nice to me the whole day. I love mommy and me days and Ive been so used to them since I was smaller but now I don't have to fake sick from school. Then after we go to Ikea and I found some stuff for my room that I want most especially this flower painting, but I can't find a link to it so once I do, I'll put it up. Then we went shopping at Del Amo. Then she bought me High School Musical Three :D mhm. double disk dvd HOLLA! Then as a treat to herself she bought this really cute coach purse that I'm proud of her for buying it was pretty pricey but she really wanted it.
this one.
Then we had a late lunch at Johnny Rockets and then the waiter was too cute. Not like hawt but just like super sweet. My mom was like, "I think he could be gay." But not all good guys are guy, just a majority of them.
THEN I took April's class at hype. Fack man I think that class will constantly pwn me. But it feels so good afterwards haha. I love dancing til I'm burnt out. It's like a drug, I can't live without it, It's pricey yet I'm still constantly paying for it and craving for it when I'm not doing it. Can't wait to learn more on friday. Though I think I still remember when she taught me and Jason and Danielle.
So I'll be on facebook for the most part of the rest of today, apparently people are enjoying that song lyric game.
Song for the Minute -
Click Click Click - New Kids On the Block
i think its the story of my life about the whole camera
"take a mental shot of this moment..click click click..."
that's me. :]
h0lla
Monday, February 23, 2009
Click Click Click
SHIT MY PSYCHOLOGY PAPER IS DUE TOMORROW! THE WEEKEND WENT BY TOO FAST!
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FUCK MEEEEE!
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FUCK MEEEEE!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
I Have Nothing
I don't want to have to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again
This passion inside
I can't run from myself
There's no where to hide
Your love, I will remember forever
But don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you
I was contemplating whether or not to put a youtube video of me singing up. Since I'm always singing anyways. What harm could it do? Lyrics up there are my favorite Whitney Houston song, I've been singing it since I could even belt out a tune. With previous voice lessons and constant tunes stuck in my head, I think it's about time to show people what I've got when I'm not fucking around and being a mess in the car, but how I really want to sing. Hmm... Soon maybe? I have my raspy voice, the type you have right before you get sick. Chasing pavements? :]
Soon I promise to myself.
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again
This passion inside
I can't run from myself
There's no where to hide
Your love, I will remember forever
But don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you
I was contemplating whether or not to put a youtube video of me singing up. Since I'm always singing anyways. What harm could it do? Lyrics up there are my favorite Whitney Houston song, I've been singing it since I could even belt out a tune. With previous voice lessons and constant tunes stuck in my head, I think it's about time to show people what I've got when I'm not fucking around and being a mess in the car, but how I really want to sing. Hmm... Soon maybe? I have my raspy voice, the type you have right before you get sick. Chasing pavements? :]
Soon I promise to myself.
Seventeen Again
So my title isn't a song title this time but its only because Zac Efron is on television and so is VANESSA HUDGENS! :D her dress is a little janky but she's super cute none the less but her hair is so similar to the one on the high school musical 2 premiere. Zac's hair looked greasy and what's with the bow tie? It looked like a clip on... They looked a little off their game. But I can't wait for their performance!
**EDIT I saw this picture and I want to retract my janky comment. They look HAWT. TV doesn't do anyone justice.
V's gown is by Marchesa, it looks more amazing in the picture.
And hmm so I just got home. I went to breakfast/brunch/lunch with Michelle and Charlene at Creme De La Crepe at Redondo. It was too fun. We were cute. :] It's gonna be a weekly thing soon.
Then after me and char went to the mall and she got a cute shirt, I found something I want for my birthday again. :]
Then after we went (I was forced to at the end) to go to this house in Gardena. Let's call him Boy. We went to Boy's house and he lives with his friends which sounds cool but honestly the house looked like a shit hole. When a guy doesn't clean after himself, its such a turn off. They asked if I wanted to smoke, I wish I did, I haven't in a while. But at the same time I'm glad I didn't.
So now I'm home watching the Oscars. I love Zac and Vanessa even if they are janky tonight.
h0lla.
Now Playing:
Can I Have This Dance? - Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens
of course. :]
**EDIT I saw this picture and I want to retract my janky comment. They look HAWT. TV doesn't do anyone justice.
V's gown is by Marchesa, it looks more amazing in the picture.
And hmm so I just got home. I went to breakfast/brunch/lunch with Michelle and Charlene at Creme De La Crepe at Redondo. It was too fun. We were cute. :] It's gonna be a weekly thing soon.
Then after me and char went to the mall and she got a cute shirt, I found something I want for my birthday again. :]
Then after we went (I was forced to at the end) to go to this house in Gardena. Let's call him Boy. We went to Boy's house and he lives with his friends which sounds cool but honestly the house looked like a shit hole. When a guy doesn't clean after himself, its such a turn off. They asked if I wanted to smoke, I wish I did, I haven't in a while. But at the same time I'm glad I didn't.
So now I'm home watching the Oscars. I love Zac and Vanessa
h0lla.
Now Playing:
Can I Have This Dance? - Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens
of course. :]
Boardmeeting
!!!! THEY'RE PERFORMING TONIGHT TOGETHER AT THE OSCARS! 5PM ON CBSABCNBC ONE OF THOSE MEGA STATIONS! ASNDOINER! GET YOUR DVRS READY FOLKS.
sorry just a little obsessed. like i said healthily though. ;)
breakfast with charchar and michelle in a few.
h0lla.
song for the moment:
Boardmeeting - Timbaland
Boxcutterz opened with it for Bodyrock08. that shiz is HARD (not difficult but G.) haha :D
Saturday, February 21, 2009
How Could You
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE !!!
ALL FROM FOREVER21. in anticipation for the big one nine. =]
Now Playing:
How Could You - Mario
love this song. still my ringtone. super old but super legit.
"deuces out"
that's such a gay saying...
Please Don't Stop
I am obsessed with them. In a healthy, I wish I was Vanessa and I had a man like Zac type of way. If they ever break up, I don't think there's hope for mankind and relationships.
Brunch with the ladies Michelle and Charlene tomorrow @ Creme De La Crepe in Redondo. Joyous occasions of conversationing and bitching. :) h0lla.
P.S.
Pretty please frozen yogurt with fruity pebbles toppings :D
Now Playing:
Through The Wire - Kanye West
He's dope. I want someone to do a piece to this song. Anticipation of greatness.
Let's Just Be
Sickeningly cute.
P.S.
I want that dress to wear for my birthday weekend. Find me something like it.
Please and Thank Yous.
Now Playing:
Let's Just Be - Miguel
<3
Stuttering
"Knock Knock"
"Who's There?"
"I Eat Mop."
"I Eat Mop Who?"
:]
I officially think I've caught whatever sickness everyone's been getting the past TWO months, I've tried staying healthy but hell its caught up to me. Complete with sore throat, nasal congestion and hellah massive coughs. I have a weekend to get better. I am not missing school, work, or dance because a stupid viral infection. I just need intensive amounts of vitamin C and some form of medication that's over the counter seeing as my insurance is non-existent. I hope this isn't my strep or bronchitis coming back to haunt my ass. I'll probably be staying local or indoors for the most part. so not dope and so not h0llerable.
In sports news, isn't Chris Paul cute? From the New Orleans Hornets? He's only 5 years older than me. Definite possibilities haha. They just played LA last night. d0pe game or whatever much I caught. I think it was like 115-111 at over time.
h0lla
Song for the moment:
Suitcases and Travel Bages - Gabe Bondoc
it's been played nearly 200 times on my laptop. Yup. 200.
wOrd
p.s.
Are we all excited to see this?
"Who's There?"
"I Eat Mop."
"I Eat Mop Who?"
:]
I officially think I've caught whatever sickness everyone's been getting the past TWO months, I've tried staying healthy but hell its caught up to me. Complete with sore throat, nasal congestion and hellah massive coughs. I have a weekend to get better. I am not missing school, work, or dance because a stupid viral infection. I just need intensive amounts of vitamin C and some form of medication that's over the counter seeing as my insurance is non-existent. I hope this isn't my strep or bronchitis coming back to haunt my ass. I'll probably be staying local or indoors for the most part. so not dope and so not h0llerable.
In sports news, isn't Chris Paul cute? From the New Orleans Hornets? He's only 5 years older than me. Definite possibilities haha. They just played LA last night. d0pe game or whatever much I caught. I think it was like 115-111 at over time.
h0lla
Song for the moment:
Suitcases and Travel Bages - Gabe Bondoc
it's been played nearly 200 times on my laptop. Yup. 200.
wOrd
p.s.
Are we all excited to see this?
Lifetime
Before I was about to shut down my computer I came across a few pictures I adore. People I miss, moments that I wish lasted longer, and memories that seem to have been put on the back burner for awhile now.
Cherish the people, the moments and the memories because sometimes you forget the things you love the most.
Which is why I think that Lifetime by Usher. Though it isn't necessarily about love there's a quote in there that I feel is appropriate for this moment, "I know we'll figure out the ups and downs, baby are you willing to take a chance baby come on."
When things were right...
yeah like that.
Cherish the people, the moments and the memories because sometimes you forget the things you love the most.
Which is why I think that Lifetime by Usher. Though it isn't necessarily about love there's a quote in there that I feel is appropriate for this moment, "I know we'll figure out the ups and downs, baby are you willing to take a chance baby come on."
When things were right...
yeah like that.
Swagger Like Us
"No one on the corner have swagga like us swagga swagga like us..."
I think this is how we felt in the parking lot of pinkberry. Though at first it felt like an epic fail, in the end it felt like an epic night. I mean we were pretty much parking lot pimpin' hollerations. Damn pictures are lagging on photobucket but we took about 50 tonight and 10 videos. Oh my shiz the videos are massive epicness. Swear. We be parkin lot groupies. h0lla to Rochelle, CJ, Raeven and Nicole and also Marina and Tiffany.
One picture should be enough to describe the night eh?
Sitting on my bed eating arroz caldo I can't be anymore filipino than I am now. For those want to see our epic adventure visit my youtube within the next few days and be hella amazed.
youtube.com/idabaybay
peace behs.
<3
now playing:
Teach Me - Musiq Soulchild
I think this is how we felt in the parking lot of pinkberry. Though at first it felt like an epic fail, in the end it felt like an epic night. I mean we were pretty much parking lot pimpin' hollerations. Damn pictures are lagging on photobucket but we took about 50 tonight and 10 videos. Oh my shiz the videos are massive epicness. Swear. We be parkin lot groupies. h0lla to Rochelle, CJ, Raeven and Nicole and also Marina and Tiffany.
One picture should be enough to describe the night eh?
Sitting on my bed eating arroz caldo I can't be anymore filipino than I am now. For those want to see our epic adventure visit my youtube within the next few days and be hella amazed.
youtube.com/idabaybay
peace behs.
<3
now playing:
Teach Me - Musiq Soulchild
Friday, February 20, 2009
Just Fine
So I just got back from April's class. Soowoop. It feels good to be able to dance twice a week now. We learned her piece to Just Fine by Mary J Blige. Me, Jason and Danielle learned the end part of it a while back... but now i realized why we just learned the end. Damn that shizznit is fast. I swear but so dope hOlla! I get home today and my dad and mom sit me down and ask whether or not my school is affected by work and dance but I proved them wrong by bringing home a B+ paper from psychology. If anything work and dance is putting me in my place and keeping me on pace. Without a constant push, I wouldn't be challenged, and those times are never fun.
I don't know if Rochelle and them are going to call but I'm ready if i do. In sweats and a jabba shirt. HEEEY! :]
meet April Rodriguez:
I feel like I'm learning from the best.
I don't know if Rochelle and them are going to call but I'm ready if i do. In sweats and a jabba shirt. HEEEY! :]
meet April Rodriguez:
I feel like I'm learning from the best.
Moving Moutains
Epic fail at an attempt to get everyone to hang out. I'd much rather dance than go to a basketball game. And I'd much rather stay out of trouble lately. So I'm good with going to class with April and then going home or out to eat. So not much of an epic fail on my part.
I just got home from the mall. I got new shiz. Take a peep.
Two shirts for going out. And two to dance in.
hOlla for JABBA
&&
hOlla at me :]
soowoop.
song of the moment:
Change - T-Pain, Akon and Mary J. Blige
h0lla
I just got home from the mall. I got new shiz. Take a peep.
Two shirts for going out. And two to dance in.
hOlla for JABBA
&&
hOlla at me :]
soowoop.
song of the moment:
Change - T-Pain, Akon and Mary J. Blige
h0lla
Addicted
I'm at work. I need a flu shot but they ran out at this office, so LUCKILY I will have to wait until Monday! No needles in this body please.
My mom and I were having a conversation the other night and she's like what if you married, let's call him Joey, Joey? And I said it'll never happen. I hate when she brings up my friends and puts it into a long term. That's what the word FRIEND is for, without the context of BOYfriend it will be and always PLATONIC. That's it.
Passport renewal is up. I wonder where I want to go. I want to expand my horizons completely. I want to go to Rome and Paris. But maybe not Europe so much anymore. I really want to go to Asia and tour Asia. I really want to go to Malaysia and Hongkong. It'll be such a great experience. But knowing my parents, they won't let me backpack, I'll probably be staying with my Uncle in Malaysia and Kualampur. They live in a hotel there. Yipes.
Song for the day (Oldie but Hella Goodie)
Shoop - Salt n Peppa
wOrd to big bird
<3
P.S.
please and thank you :]
My mom and I were having a conversation the other night and she's like what if you married, let's call him Joey, Joey? And I said it'll never happen. I hate when she brings up my friends and puts it into a long term. That's what the word FRIEND is for, without the context of BOYfriend it will be and always PLATONIC. That's it.
Passport renewal is up. I wonder where I want to go. I want to expand my horizons completely. I want to go to Rome and Paris. But maybe not Europe so much anymore. I really want to go to Asia and tour Asia. I really want to go to Malaysia and Hongkong. It'll be such a great experience. But knowing my parents, they won't let me backpack, I'll probably be staying with my Uncle in Malaysia and Kualampur. They live in a hotel there. Yipes.
Song for the day (Oldie but Hella Goodie)
Shoop - Salt n Peppa
wOrd to big bird
<3
P.S.
please and thank you :]
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Sweat
Last for the night. I was on youtube and they kicked me out and I had to reset my password and such. Since I was on it, I figure I'd post some stuff I've been doing recently. It isn't the best so bare with me. But thanks to apes, I've been learning a lot. Here's what I've been doing Monday and Friday nights.
hOlla for a dOlla
Still Tippin'
soowoop. i'm home folks. thirsty thursdays more like boogiezone thursdays. except i didnt go today coz i have work in carson tomorrow. JOY. i just got home from mcdonalds. MM. except all i got was ice cream. victor elementary school was doing fundraising there. you all should go and support victor elementary, my elementary school. brings me back i swear life was way easier back then.
so today i actually went to ALL of my classes. even the long ass statistics class. i swear its worse than any other class of my life. ridiculousness. my professor is so stupid i don't know why he's the head of the math department. that hour and 15 was a waste of my life.
and i didnt go to the mall. but i guess since im going out tomorrow it makes up for it. driving home on the freeway today was epic. raced this cute boy. well more like drive beside and make eye contact and smile. but hey what're you gonna do.
since im turning 19 super soon, i figure its time to start up a wish list, everyday i find something new. i found something new in support of joesar and apes haha boogiebots whoot and the other duck. either or. i gotta order them online though.
$25 size large on tnr's website
$35 size medium on the other duck
soowoop.
p.s. now playing: You Complete Me - Keyshia Cole
its worth a listen.
Sure Thing
waiting for psychology to start. shopping with char after. stupid high schoolers need to stop talking smack. buying new stuff for friday. then yogurberry or pinkberry. work tomorrow joy.
The Answer Is Yes
So blogging. Amazing. I see it as my own personal diary and anti-boredom relief. Blogging is something definitely new to me, seeing as I used to have a xanga. I mean I've been blogging on myspace lately but I need a personal thing to use now and this is pretty good.
I'm at starbucks on campus. It's my own little getaway. I grabbed some blacktea lemonade. My new starbucks name since they can't spell my name correctly is Mari. I thought it was a good way of mixing my middle name in a way that doesn't sound super cutesy like Marie. Super hot today. And I'm in Uggs and Sweats and a v-neck. Pretty typical for my outfits lately. Too lazy to get dressed up, I might one of these days if I have an excuse to.
I'm listening to music. Super into random old school stuff. Rochelle said that I've only been getting my music from dance stuff, and she's right but honestly it's not a crime. The one song I've been super addicted to is "The Answer Is Yes" by Javier. Definitely on my most played lately.
My day is almost over weird to say since I started at 6:30 today and class started at 8. My last class ends at 4:45 but I'm contemplating skipping it. I'd rather go shopping with Char even though I have no real money to shop. So we'll see how my day goes. Two more classes left then back to t-town. We watched Borat in sociology. I'm still trying to figure out how that tied in.
I was talking to Char about one particular "friend" of ours lately. Let's name her Serena. I personally have nothing against Serena, but she just doesn't "mesh" that well with me. I'd rather not have Serena around so often but she just somehow always falls into the picture. What should I do? I don't know. I'll update about that sooner rather than later.
So back to reality. I need to finish typing my psychology paper. I remember when procrastination used to be so easy. When I'd do a paper senior year the night before and get an A-. Now its like D+.
Oh well.
More later.
p.s. i want this for my birthday
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